maledisant | they can see us

I dreamt that it was the holocaust again, and the Nazis were coming, and I was hiding with a bunch of Israelis on vacation in Annapolis (whenever I dream of Annapolis, it looks like pictures I've seen of Italy, strangely). We were in the basement of a fitness club hiding, except all the walls were made of glass and people could see us from the streets. I kept pointing out how this was a really shitty hiding place and we were all going to get found, but no one would listen to me. Eventually, they did find us, and I ran, looking for a gun to shoot myself with. I woke up when I was begging someone for their AK-47.

I keep having nightmares in this room.